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I think it's very fair to say that I've been living with constant anxiety and restlessness these days.It all boils down to how drawn out my final exams period is.It feels bizarre that it stretches over a week,even though I only have four subjects.On the one hand,this prolonged window gives me more time to prepare. On the other hand, it feels like I'm trapped in endless torment,which really drives me crazy.

Today, I got some details about my summer plan.The study abroad agency send over a range of internship positions that I've been crying for.The experience of internship in reputable companies can really sharpen my competitive edge.And my drive to get into a top-tier university pushes me to push through these difficulties and adversities.

I have zero experience working in a corporate setting and dealing with the colleagues. The scarcity of my working skills really intimidates me.I'm afraid of not being as good as they expect,and I'm also anxious about meeting new people, building new relationships.That's what scares me most , but I know they are exactly the obstacles I'm supposed to overcome.

Doing the right things, it's not about whether you feel like it, it's about whether it's worthy, and whether it's necessary.The measure of a right choice lies in its outcome and real impact.So, what I'm supposed to do is stop psyching myself out, stop putting up barriers between myself and success.Just take it easy ,take action, cope with the difficulties one step at a time.The biggest enemy to success is just myself, the weakness of myself.

The plans I set for myself in the summer are no easy feast：completing an Internship，prepping for the IELTS exam，and spending quality time with my family members.